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LOL

I really dunno how to start this post
Just feel like want to write out only
How was the ending it really doesn't matter to me

I still remember my brother ask me kao him wor
That time I like huh~?
Why o..
Smaller then me
Also not tall ler==

Now SHIT dou la
Like ppl jor tim
Ah..
He quite good looking la
Cute cute
got the WAI GUO ren feel lorr==
Hahahaha
He quite rich too T.T
Got Peguoet and Iphone 4g
LOL
Jealous sei me~~
I still remember that time me and my kai di so fast in front ma
But later we turn back
Cannot see them
Then ma walk back lo
I say I want go toilet also
They really are in the toilet also~
He say me lor
Say wat why go walk so fast in front
Now we have to wait instead
WALAO
I like...AHHHHHH
Then say what i didn't go toilet also~
Straight went out!!!
herggghhh!!!
He like to take photograph wan ler==
LOL
I first time know guy who like photo
He some more pose for me
LOL
I like his smile @"@
Haizz~~
I like his car loooLLL!!!
Haha..
Everything like AUTO wan==
GENG
some more above the car roof
Can open wan
whole thing i mean
Then we can c outside sky scenery~
So nice LOL!!!

Actually most important he is a christian~

AH!!!
I quite shy ler after writing all these!!!!!
T.T
Easter day har
I got serve on the stage
When I saw him coming in
LOL
My heart keep BEATINg so LOUD
until I become so DAMN nervous~~~
SHiT dou!!!!
I try to calm myself
Because I feel like not being my self ah!!!
When I talk to him
SOme more dont dare also
He say why when I first saw him didn't shake hand with him ler
ermmmmm
I like IGNORE him~~~
Cuz that time dunno how answer him AH ==
feel stupid and regret for not answering him~~~
he like my DSLR also~
Haha...
LOL



PLease God help me yaaaaa!!!
Actually all is just my thought
I am quite a girl who has so much thought
Can keep LUAN LUAN think
Until night also cannot fall asleep~
hahaha..
Geng lER!!
So..........
But Nothing reli happen between us also
I feel like he also dun like me wan LA



* i still remember my friend pray for my PAK TO thing that night
He say you will be KAO by some one d la
And added one more the thing I pray is very LING wan~
Haizz
He's there too~ @'@


PRAY HARDD!!

2.5.11
Today went to pavilion ahhh
Shun bian i visit him at superhero shop LOL
Yesterday didn't c him at church liao LOL =(
Hahahaha
When I first went in I try to hold back myself for not look for him
So I act like shoopping around LOL
But actually he hops onto us and greet us
Hahaha
Soooo
We din actually chat lot
He just say he need to serve customer then he went off liao
So dissappoointed lurrr
But no choice..
He busy maa + tat day is holiday maa..
Sure got lot customer wan loorrr..
I try to walk slowly
But we left the shop without telling him T.T
We headed to buy our new handphonee!!
When we are going down from the escalator
I saw him lipat baju in the shop LOL
Hahahaha
Hmmmm...
He left comment at my fb wall
Saying we run too fast liaoo
I say wait a while zzz
I fast push the fellow buy u know zzz
I actually can squeeze a little more money from him zzz but I rushed for u guys and I got abandon T.T
sorry!!!haha..next time i visit u again xD hahaha
hahaha
Love his answer Lol
hahahaha
He really are cutte
Lao Po say I'm feng kuang about him
LOL
If i didn't c him
I am still quite normal
C dou him jorrr
Will like crazyy and heart pumpingg like crazyy LOL
But.........
It's not all I can decide
I dunno how long can I stand with this situation
Hope I can stay strong =p


UPDATE!!!
Soooo i give up on him
hahahahaha
I still remember the night he ask me to find them after sunway lagoon lol
I do go and meet them
Aiyoyoyo cuz wanted to c him maaa xD
Although meet jor but didn't talk much as well
He also bring some of his college friends
I didn't say like not happy when I saw he got bring some girl friend laaa errrmmmm..mayb a little perhaps..hahahaha
But I still feel happy also
I am a girl who are easy to satisfied wan
hahahahahaha..lol
So they are playing crazy sushi game
Eating wasabi sushi!!!
Actually he did ask me to want eat or not
I say watever laaa
Later I don't know what la
He ate the last sushi and put as many wasabi as he can ==
LOL
And what he use to drink is the bottle sweet sauce
Hahahahaaha
I don't know did he cry*** hahahaha
But I think he is wei le me so he eat wan( comfort myself oni)
hahahahaha
So later the girls are camwhoring
He also got la
My kai di keep say a memory before he go worrr ==
Ok lol
We left early and actually I hope to stay a little longer and mayb can go skating d???LOL

22.5.11
Today I saw him at church
Finally I mean Hahahaha..
Many Sunday ago I thought I may meet him..
But didn't
And today I thought he won be in church
Because I know last week he play bass jorr
He actually play bass again this week
Just like me..hahahaha
We meet in the entrance of the hall
But we didn't say anything also la..
I am having evaluation
He is going in to the hall
And he saw me then and I saw him dy la LOL
Haizzz..feel so shy pulak
That time i some more wear my jacket in front
Sak lai sei yan ahhhhhh T.T
I put down my jacket lol quickly
I went to the chinese congeration actually I sing in english congeration wan
I went in and see him play bass looo
Errrrrrr...I gt short sightness d so can't actually see his expression d la..hahahaha
But is good to c him again la..
I left after he play
Hohohoho

**I don't know will you guys believe o not
I got serve on Sunday
Actually I can wear high heel wan because I got buy a black heel for formal wearing
But I don't wan to wear during I serve
Why harrr
Because of him lorrr
I will think if I meet him in church
I hope to not to be higher than him
Don't want let him feel paiseh ma~~
If shorter is make him feel better than better I be shorter when I with him
LOL
Touch lerrrr....hahahahaha


I am giving up!!!!!
He is going to oversea to study liaooo
Sooo..nothing can happen
I hate far distance relationship ahh
虽然有不舍和痛 但是早点放弃也好 
虽然不曾开始 但是还是有共同回忆过 


He is the guy who won't commit anything for now
Because He know he will be going oversea
I can see that
Because He talk bout that before


I LOVE his CAR SO MUCH!!!!
YENG SEi meeeeee ^6^
And for now
I always look for that kind of car liao
And will SYOK SENDIRI wan ==
AH DUIIII!!!
Cannot tahan laaaa


update
5.6.11
Today meet him at church again
In a unprepare scene
Haizzz
Just when I reach
Parking also haven
I saw him and fren walk towards
Lolss
My fren some more say
weeiii your boyfriend lerrr
== DENG~!!!!!
He walk to the courts mamoth parking place
My mum alwaz park there d worr
And my mum park beside a BM i guess
Until too close
I come out from a 2 door satria is a hard thing==
I actually bang a little into the door car
And he just standing dunno for wat==
I know his fren actually say bout hitting the BMW LOL
Haiksss
So as usual having service
Can't stop wanted to get his attention
At the mean time I still remember I dy give up on him laaa
Later having lunch at Bou Bou
Deeeeeep in my heart I was hope to see meet him or not
I meet them by accidentally
And guess what car he drive==
That BMW beside my mum car
and the wan i accidentally hit dou wan
Arghhhh
I was likee Oh MY
How wor how worr
He actually stop the car and down the car mirror
==
Then I was shocked to see him in a White Color BMW
And because the car stop at small t junction
Many car pomm
ahhhhh
For me???
I was likeee
My fren(his fren=my fren) thought I wan go home
Wan fetch me backkk!!!!
But I was actually nottt LOL
So I rejected
hmmmmmmm
Back then I told my fren bout him
Then she tell me
Me and him like very Gang GAK worrr
I was like huhhhh
So ming xian meh==
She say he like dun dare see me worrr
LOL'sss Me also laaaa
Phewww
What a day
They actually went to Pavilion wahhh
Give Up!!!!!



要用华语来写这篇文章

走了
我的爱情
这个星期脑子里想的都是他
因为这个星期一直见面
先说开心的
去了他的家
家人全都见面了
他的家好棒又大~~~
而且一共有七辆汽车==
可是家里成员有五个而已
有两辆跑车==
依我看
可能还有别边有放!!!0.0
帅到~~
家里有一个地方放完全部的音乐乐器真的是太棒了~~~
有三楼~房间有五六间吧!!
而且我还知道他也很会煮东西的咧!!
唉.....怎么什么都好
就差在他不高~~~T___________T
我也终于和拍了一张合照~
高兴哦~~
让我开心的是.....
怎么他把手楼在我的腰呢~~~~
啊~~~~
hahahahahaha

可是我和他
没什么可聊
啊啊啊啊
太胆小了
不懂说什么好啊
我整天会说 ehhh toooo
结果就是他好像有一直注意的
知道我常常说这句~~
啊~~~~
虽然没什么交流~
我觉得感觉是有的啦
有时觉得自己在他们当中是不是很多余
感觉自己不是很了解他这样
让我惭愧~
不知道为什么会有这样的想法
因为常常就是我一个女生和他们整班男生
感觉有不搭
唉~~~~~
郁闷
心情都因为他而都很郁闷
伤心
8月31日
我们又在出来见最后一面
感觉真的越来越郁闷了
唉.....................................
好想向他拿skype
好想和他聊天
可是不知道为什么就是会不懂要说什么好
唉~~~~~~~
今天
我还知道他的朋友有一个对我有好感想追我
他的反应

我不知所措
真的没什么
之后在车上
总觉得他是不是生气了
驾车驾得好快
我坐在他的后面
好心痛
之后还mamak
他竟说起了
他喜欢的女生
我不知道是不是
但是我当然也不好受咯

感觉好讽刺
之前就说我那个喜欢的男生在camp里一直说我什么什么的
他还说那个男生怎么没向他拿我的号码
才发现他自己没有我的号码
很可笑吧
现在呢
我觉得他并不喜欢我吧
像我这样会上cc
又不说话
只是静静的女生
他会喜欢么?
那天晚上两点回到家
向弟弟拿了他的号码
祝福他
听他回我的电话vibrate
哭了
好伤心啊
现在是 7:19pm
他已经上飞机了~
到上海去追求他的梦想
当医生
祝福他~~

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